Vermillion Pt. 2

Vermillion pt.2

 

She seemed dressed in all of me, 

stretched across my shame.

All the torment and the pain

Leaked through and covered me

I'd do anything to have her to myself

Just to have her for myself

Now I don't know what to do, 

I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.

She is everything to me

The unrequited dream

A song that no one sings

The unattainable, 

Shes a myth that I have to believe in

All I need to make it real is one more reason

I don't know what to do, 

I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.

But I won't let this build up inside of me

I won't let this build up inside of me

I won't let this build up inside of me

I won't let this build up inside of me

A catch in my throat choke

Torn into pieces

I won't, NO!

I don't wanna be this...

But I won't let this build up inside of me

I won't let this build up inside of me

I won't let this build up inside of me

I won't let this build up inside of me

She isn't real

I can't make her real

She isn't real

I can't make her real.

Tú ♥

A veces pienso que no caes en cuenta de todo lo que me haces sentir...
Cada beso, cada caricia... Cada mirada y cada abrazo son únicos.

Cada vez que escondo la cabeza entre tu cuello y tu hombro y siento tu perfume, pienso que podria pasar horas asi... quieta, contigo abrazandome, y con esa hermosa sensacion de que nada ni nadie me puede hacer daño... 

Cada vez que lloro, y vos me decis "No llores, que me parte el alma escucharte asi"
Cada vez que miras y me decis que no hay nada mas hermoso que yo...
Cada vez que hablamos de un "Para siempre" juntos...
Cada vez que te veo dormir...
Siento que no hay forma de que pueda amarte mas de lo que te amo...
Porque sos todo lo que siempre busqué y no sabia que estaba buscando...

Porque sos el principe verde de mi cuento de hadas...

Porque sos mi felicidad. 

Porque sos TODO para mi y mucho mas aún...
TE AMO ♥

PD: Hoy fue como lo soñé siempre... Y solo puedo decirte: Gracias.
Gracias por hacerme sentir completa, cuando cada vez que me miro al espejo pienso que no es asi...
Gracias por hacerme sentir mujer, y sentirme orgullosa de la mujer que soy... :)

Gracias por amar a la mujer que soy, sin intentar cambiarme...
Gracias por ser como sos

Y gracias por ser así conmigo... 

Nunca voy a encontrar otra persona como vos...

No te vayas nunca.

Diamonds aren't forever♪

 

We will never sleep, 'cause sleep is for the weak
And we will never rest, 'til we're all fucking dead
We will never sleep, 'cause sleep is for the weak
And we will never rest, 'til we're all fucking dead

We will never sleep, 'cause sleep is for the weak
And we will never rest, 'til we're all fucking dead
We will never sleep, 'cause sleep is for the weak
And we will never rest, 'til we're all fucking...

We will never sleep, 'cause sleep is for the weak
And we will never rest, 'til we're all fucking dead
We will never sleep, 'cause sleep is for the weak
And we will never rest, 'til we're all fucking dead

I refuse! I refuse!
I refuse to close my eyes

I have loved, and I have lost
I have turned, and I have tossed
I have listened, and I have watched
I've gave into this for long enough
I have lost, and I have loved
Sleep has stolen far too much
So don't close your eyes, not just yet
Sleep is just a cousin of death

I've said it before, and I'll say it again
If you think you're alive then you're better off dead
I've said it before, and I'll say it again
If you think you're alive then you're better off...
I've said it before, and I'll say it again
If you think you're alive then you're better off dead
I've said it before, and I'll say it again
If you think you're alive then you're better off dead

I have loved, and I have lost
I have turned, and I have tossed
I have listened, and I have watched
I've gave into this for long enough
I have lost, and I have loved
Sleep has stolen far too much
So don't close your eyes, not just yet
Sleep is just a cousin of death

So throw your diamonds in the sky, we'll stay gold forever
So throw your diamonds in the sky, we'll stay gold forever

I can promise you one thing: death will take us all
I can promise you one thing: you will die alone

We're all going to Hell, we may as well go out in style
Death is a promise, and your life is a fucking lie

We will never sleep, 'cause sleep is for the weak
And we will never rest, 'til we're all fucking dead
We will never sleep, 'cause sleep is for the weak
And we will never rest, 'til we're all fucking dead

I refuse! I refuse!
I refuse to close my eyes

Llueve...

Cuando tenia 8 años, detestaba la lluvia... Es mas, si me pongo a pensar siempre la odie... 

Es mas fuerte que yo. 

El cielo gris, el viento entrando por las rendijas mas insignificantes de una ventana, y aullando como un alma en pena...
La inactividad que la lluvia produce. El quedarme encerrada en casa, y no poder salir a jugar.

Hoy, casi 11 años despues, sigo odiando la lluvia...

Mi humor se mimetiza con el tiempo, y estoy todo el dia gris, lluviosa, fría... 

Mi mente vaga y en determinado momento termina en pensamientos incongruentes, o en recuerdos dolorosos... 

Siento que desaparezco, que me confundo con los muebles, y que me cuesta reirme... 

Lluvia, te odio...

Jealous

Too jealous for my own good:

-Jealousy of the present

-Jealousy of the past.

-Jealousy of all...

I just want a person who's past, present and future belong to me...

Rihanna ft Eminem-Love The Way You Lie Pt. 2

On the first page of our story
the future seemed so bright
then this thing turned out so evil
I don’t know why I’m still surprised
even angels have their wicked schemes
and you take that to new extremes
but you’ll always be my hero
even though you’ve lost your mind
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
but that’s all right because I like the way it hurts
just gonna stand there and hear me cry
but that’s all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie Ohhh, I love the way you lie 
Now there’s gravel in our voices
glass is shattered from the fight
in this tug of war, you’ll always win
even when I’m right ‘cause you feed me fables from your hand
with violent words and empty threats
and it’s sick that all these battles
are what keeps me satisfied

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
but that’s all right because I like the way it hurts
just gonna stand there and hear me cry
but that’s all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie Ohhh, I love the way you lie

So maybe I’m a masochist
I try to run but I don’t wanna ever leave
til the walls are goin’ up
in smoke with all our memories
This morning, you wake, a sunray hits your face
smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction
hush baby, speak softly, tell me I’ll be sorry
that you pushed me into the coffee table last night
so I can push you off me
try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me
run out the room and I’ll follow you like a lost puppy
baby, without you, I’m nothing, I’m so lost, hug me
then tell me how ugly I am, but that you’ll always love me
then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the
destructive path that we’re on,
two psychopaths but we
know that no matter how many knives we put in each other’s backs
that we’ll have each other’s backs, ’cause we’re that lucky
together, we move mountains, let’s not make mountains out of molehills,
you hit me twice, yeah, but who’s countin’?
I may have hit you three times, I’m startin’ to lose count
but together, we’ll live forever, we found the youth fountain
our love is crazy, we’re nuts, but I refused counsellin’
this house is too huge, if you move out I’ll burn all two thousand
square feet of it to the ground, ain’t shit you can do about it
with you I’m in my fuckin’ mind, without you, I’m out it

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
but that’s all right because I like the way it hurts
just gonna stand there and hear me cry
but that’s all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie Ohhh, I love the way you lie
Love the way you lie

...

¿Por qué?

Me gustaría que me explicaras eso... por que? 

Si lo unico que te pido es flexibilidad, porque sos tan drástica...?

Hay otras soluciones... siempre las hay.

Pensa que te necesitan... te necesito...

No te vayas... u_u

cos for so long you have been my life...♪♫

Mas de un año atras...


Quien me iba a decir, un año atras que iba a encontrar una persona que en cuestion de semanas se iba a meter tan debajo de mi piel,y se iba a transformar en mi sonrisa, en el aire que respiro?

Quien?

Nadie podria haberlo afirmado, y yo personalmente me hubiera muerto de risa... 
no sabia lo que era el amor... pero llegaste vos, te metiste en mi corazon, sin que me diera cuenta, sin que pudiera oponer ninguna resistencia (y ahora me doy cuenta de que, tal vez, yo no queria oponer resistencia). Desde el primer momento te transformaste en lo primero que pensaba al levantarme, y en lo ultimo que pensaba antes de dormirme... Siempre estabas (y seguis estando) presente en mi cabeza y en mi corazon.


 Hoy, casi un año y dos meses despues, solo puedo seguir dandote las gracias... Gracias por no haber bajado los brazos... y haber luchado por mi... no haberte rendido ante mis miedos, mis dudas, y haberme ayudado a superarlos...

Mañana cumplimos un año y dos meses... :3
Los mas felices de mi vida...
Gracias por estar ahi siempre...
Gracias por aguantarme

Gracias por amarme...

Gracias por no dejarme ir...

TE AMO ♥